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My bad..
for the prose i wrote out of the blue that seemed to create some misunderstandings...

Lately the theme we focus on in Literature class is slavery which leads to an issue of God
Because some Black authors raised up this topic whether God existed or not , since they are Christian but been treated unfairly. In which led me to come up with that prose from last entry. To compare with a relationship that the partner is never there for you...

Slow, I was, forgot that it's a delicate issue...
Too late, I am, talking about this now...

I guess I might have caused a big time misunderstanding.. that even my bf thought i wrote for him.
and I apologize...

Thank you for you all have been concerned about me, despite the fact of the entries in his diary, we did raise up this point and talked about it
and it's been sattled.
Thanks again and I apologize...

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Anyway.. I've been deadly busy.. working on so many things.. Uni work, writing and composing
My band is now trying to finish the demo soon and some of the songs have been recorded...

I'd love to have your guy's comment but too bad that this blog is too public.. :P

ps. the drummer left the uni so we recorded it using Electric Drums which I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!

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edit @ 2006/11/09 02:10:35

The beauty that you hold,
so holy with bright light that can burst me into
dust.

The spoken words so intellectual, that keeps
everyone to listen,
they look up to you.

Flame of fire, you wash it off with the flood
called 'Noah', to replenish
the unfulfilled world.
I thanked you that I,
at least, survived.

Your power that created everything, you can still
wipe me off when you
order so.
So do you see me hanging on to every word
that you preach out?

The golden rule you set up, for the love
I carry upon,
do you even feel it?

My messages shouted to the unheard, loud inside
wishing that you would hear...
how much I need you to be
present.

...But just like the image of God.
So are you
One?

Exactly just like God...

'Cause you, to me,

...
don't exist.

ps. I'm fine but you know how i am.. always bitter. And despite nothingness but craziness in my life right now, i wrote this up out of the blue

ps. 2 hope this is not offensive to Christian... poetry talks about everything